I should stop.. Its not going to get me anywhere… And this never worked out for me in the beginning. Despite what my friend said today.. “Its because you give up”.. I wish I had a strong determination like you are.. Even though you know you’re chasing something impossible.. You knew he is unable be able to look at you.. And yet you still try..

Though its the same for me.. I was chasing after you, even though you were chasing him.. On that day, when I found that out.. I stopped.. It wasn’t going anywhere and you were too slow to realize. It would be wasted time and effort to try to show you how I felt about you.

Its hard to try to do something when you were really stuck on him.. So, what I wanted to do was atleast was support you.

I’m fine with the way things are.. But at the moment.. I’m not really sure what I want to go for… I guess that whats makes me feel like if I’m standing still in life.. Even though I’m not.. Cause I’m trying to search for what I want to do in life.. Due to my perception and my outlook of life.. I wouldn’t consider that moving along in life.. It would be back tracking..

Meh… Random nonsensical rambling