Sometimes dreams are nice or scary.

There was a scary dream I had two days ago.. For some reason it was me chasing a friend.. Then that friend turned to an alleyway for a short cut.. Suddenly that friend stopped and yelled “whoa!” and got shot in the head by a mysterious hooded person.. That friend’s body fell to the ground. I don’t know why I ran towards that mysterious figure (Dumb isn’t it?) but in the end I ended up getting shot multiple times in the stomach and near my heart. Next thing I knew I was laying on the ground. I seemed to be conscious but the mysterious person noticed and shot me in the back of the head.

The weirdest thing is that everything felt so real.. Once I was shot in the back of my head for some odd reason I felt a rush of tranquility and coldness. Everything in that dream slowly start to turn black.. It was weird.. Quickly, I woke up and I was glad that I was still alive.

Though, I wonder what the meaning was for that dream.. So I google’d it out of curiosity.. Apparently it meant that I was subconsciously punishing myself because of an aspect of my persona that I resent..

I guess its true.. But out of everything.. Why that dream? It was scary..

Seriously, I am glad I’m still alive.. Cause I want to see how everything will end up (friends, family, etc)..

Also, this doesn’t mean I’m depressed or anything! I’m still the same person (I hope?) !